Today, SirDom and I were enjoying coffee and chat at a nearby coffee shop. He remarked that he got my email expressing how much I liked last week's spanking. Yes, a spanking. Me...I got a spanking. Me, who often proclaimed: I don't like pain, I have a low pain threshold, I am not interested in spanking, I don't want to get involved in impact play. Rewind to seven days ago.
The morning started with at text from Sir.
9:24 am
SirDom: Get wet for me.
I did as I was told. I played, massaged my pussy, got wet but stopped way short of orgasm. I called SirDom so he could audibly enjoy the fun I was having. Good girl...mmm. You sound so good. I hear how wet you are. I love it when you sound like that.
In the midst of the breathlessness, and slack-paced fingering of my pussy lips; Sir Dom ordered me to stop.
SirDom: Does it feel good?
Hedone: Yes!
SirDom: Stop.
Hedone: (mournfully) Okay.
SirDom said goodbye, and ended the phone call.
I was aroused, I wanted a release but I obeyed his command and I did not diddle anymore. I got up to shower and get ready for my appointment.
Still in a state of sexual tension, I shot a text off to SirDom.
10:18 am
Hedone: That was so good, I want more, need more
SirDom: Good come over after ur appt
Later, while driving to my appointment SirDom texted:
12:19 pm
SirDom: B4 leaving office remove ur panties
While at the appointment, there was a break so I slipped into the ladies' room to do as I told and remove my panties. Feeling like a good girl, I let my commander know I had obeyed.
1:00 pm text
Hedone: I am panty-less
I finished up at the office and headed directly to SirDom's. When I arrived the garage door was up. As I pulled into to the drive, I could see him sitting with his legs propped up on a wood workbench. I recalled my lusty fantasies I had of wanting to fool around in his garage...his workshop. And now there he was, in HIS domain. I parked, got out of the car, and with a huge grin on my face I walked into the garage. We made small talk. SirDom was glad to see me. He rose from his chair, pushed a button and the garage door began to lower. Suddenly he moved behind me. I was expecting him to reach from behind and hold me and kiss me. But instead he stood there, and in a stern, yet calm and low voice said, “remove your pants.”
“Oh!” the first one startled me but made me quiver. The next smack of my ass stung but definitely blurred the line between pain and pleasure. And the next hard, stinging swat on my firm, round, soft-to-the-touch ass was nothing but pleasure. His hand landed heavily on my skin, and my pulsating pussy dripped. SirDom kept spanking me...smack, smack, smack, smack...thwack! I don't know how many swats my ass endured, I only know I was gone. My mind--the consciousness, left on a plane called ecstasy.
My spanking, and being sexually—but willingly—molested in His sanctuary were the prelude to an afternoon of surprises and new sexual activities I was to enjoy with SirDom. It was a splendid afternoon, which left me floating far out in 'sub-space'. Only it is the delicious spanking that has crept into my thoughts again and again throughout the week.
I am a changed woman. A woman who needs to be spanked.
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Ah...welcome to the world of new and exciting pleasures. I have heard and seen before where a sub in the beginning says "I'm not into pain at all". Yet, there is a diffrence in pain as most people think of, and pain in BDSM of an erotic nature. A lot of it is all about the intent and mindset. My last sub was against pain, but quickly discovered she was a pain slut in the context of our relationship. Always keep an open mind, and you never know what you will find enjoyment in. Congrats on your new-found pleasure...pain and spanking. :)
DV
Thanks DV!
Sooo, is there an initiation pin, a secret handshake... *grin*
Yes. I have been keeping an open-mind, which has seen me cross several lines in the last few months. I always state my thoughts but don't let them hold me back from exploring.
Now, I'm trying hard not to analyze things but just educate myself. Spanking: discipline vs. erotic, and such. My spanking was definitely erotic.
My Dom thinks I was so "accepting" of the spanking because it was such a surprise and done at a time when I was in a most pleasurable place, so the spanking acted to heighten that effect. Understandably that's what impact play is supposed to do, I just did not imagine I could get to that state. Yaay me!
Naughty, naughty, naughty girl! Just wait until Daddy gets home.
It's pointless trying to explain the joys of spanking to the uninitiated. Particularly when they say something naive like, "I don't like pain!" Pain just doesn't enter into it! Unless you're saying, "It hurts so good!" I work in a huge office full of shapely bottoms, and my days are spent daydreaming about putting girls across my knee!
@phallatio: (or anyone)
What is it that you like about giving the spanking?
If you do not wish to respond here, as a post, then please e-mail hedone at rocketmail dot com
I think it is interesting, some one who doesn't enjoy pain, suddenly enjoys spanking. I had noted that you already enjoyed hard nipple play, and clit spanking, so when I read this I was not surprised.
I think it comes down to perception of the pain. Your preceptions were rooted in the area of pain being abusive, which of course it can be, versus pain at the hands of your loving, caring, protective Dom being arousing, just because of who it is and the intent with which it is delivered.
@Supercock: Yes you are correct. It all makes Hedone a very happy girl :)
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